I'm thinking of a little experiment, applied to myself of course. What if for a day, a day only, I'll try to relax to the point of "I don't care"? What if for a day I wouldn't think with disbelief of others'good intentions as a way of hiding another meaning (like the moment someone gives you a pizza and you suddenly hear the alarm bells because you're thinking that certain someone doesn't usually do that and that someone might have done something wrong, something to be sorry for and acts like that before you find it out, or just simply wants something from you and doesn't know how to ask for it or ... - a long thought isn't it?)? What if for a day I wouldn't care of what others might be thinking and do not try to hide my nails because my nail polish chopped a little on the little finger of my left hand, or not wearing any make up at all, or put on my favorite blouse despite what my mom might say or my coworkers my think about its color or cleavage? What if for a day I will say "no" when I feel so or I'll stand for my ideas because I know I'm right even though I'm not the boss? What if for a day I'll call in for sick even though I'm not and spend my day sleeping more next to my loved one not even thinking of checking the clock or worrying about clothes? What if for a day I'll ask for things I never dared to ask for before? What if for a day I'll feel happy and relaxed?
Maybe I should try at least one of those listed above or many others crossing my mind.
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