Improving the embarrassing

I don't know exactly why I'm like that or why things like that happen to me but it seems that some people are just simply prone to be perfect while others (I'm in that last category) seem just prone to being laughed at.
Don't you ever have that feeling that you should have got to the bottom already but the falling just doesn't stop?
Or that life is just laughing on your face each time it gets a chance to? Maybe I'm just tired after a while when I was concentrated only on my exam and seen nothing else but that, maybe is too much stress gathered there, maybe a change is needed but nothing happens but kicks from life. OK. That means that I'm alive, I got that idea, but I'd like to feel that alive thing in a nicer way. Is good to have what to fight for but is also good to have some normal moments. I crave for those.

I'm the master of embarrassing moments, that's for sure. Embarrassing and weird. Lets take that week. I was having a tough day at work and tones of materials that I brought along with me home and back to the office, along with my Japanese lesson materials and homework to be corrected by my teacher before the exam. I was at the subway on my way to work, carrying a big back pack that was invariably very heavy. I was making a mental exercise to remember the things I've learnt a night before and listening on my iPod to the vocab list I've registered. Then I've noticed the two standing behind me in the train. Happy people I told myself, and continued with my on. But then I saw them smiling and then again laughing and making some comments between them. They were looking at me and chatting. I felt embarrassed and I began thinking of the weird thing they must have noticed at me but couldn't figure it out what it was. My mind began making all kind of scenarios from toilet paper stock to my shoes, chewing gum in my hair or pants etc. But they said noting to me just continues with their chattering. I must add that I wasn't able to check any of my suspicions because of the crowded space. I barely could make a move. Finally my stop! I left the happy piggy faced couple in the train and got to move faster to the other one not to be late for work. My mind busy I forgot about the earlier moment and noticed only when at work that my backpack was torned. A big hole was showing and I felt instantly happy to see that everything was still  there. Due to its heaviness the backpack material ceased and torned.  That's what caused all the laughter behind me. But what startled me the most was the lack of common sense on the two by not telling me such an important matter. When I usually notice such a thing on someone else I tell the other about it, because that person might loose important things as money or official documents etc. Bleah!

That's just one little example of my embarrassing moments. I think I'm getting better at it each day. Maybe I should build a top of them.
But the weekend is coming and now I'm exam stress free. Soon I'll be holiday stressed but until next week I wish you all the best!