Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Do you know that feeling?

Usually when you see something you like, something interesting, or just out of the ordinary, when something happens to you, you feel the need to talk to someone, to share your experience with someone that knows you and what you like. You need to communicate. Absolutely normal. But what happens when you find a barrier between you and the others, when there's no one to listen to you, what do you do? You loose your trust in people and close yourself or you try to find other ways to express yourself? Is pretty much frustrating not to talk to anyone, because as human beings we're prone to communication. Often, communication is rather liberating, when you find someone that is on the same line with you, or at least someone that is a good listener and doesn't judge you as all the others do every time you open your mouth. Is like all the burden is gone an you can move on. Do you know that feeling, no?
What do you do when this burden is accumulating inside of you? I've read somewhere that you can try express yourself by painting, sculpting, pottery classes, or writing. Is like saying: if Mohammed won't come to the mountain, the mountain must come to Mohammed. So please excuse my post today, of being far from optimistic, but what is the purpose of having a blog without being sincere? Maybe for me writing is a liberating method, my way of communicating with the world, talking about those things I see, my thoughts, my judgement, what I like, the things I want to share.
Maybe is just one of those days, maybe is the cold outside, but I'm sure you know the feeling: Is like trying to reach something that used to be there, in your proximity, and suddenly you realize there's nothing there. You feel like talking to someone happily and realize you have no one to talk to. If at the beginning of this year I've completely forgotten to make a wish for the new year, now I know what I want: I'd like to find someone that will listen to me, someone that will care, someone that will not forget. I keep on hoping for my wish to come true but I'll also keep on writing ;)

Now I feel much better! Even the sun is trying to shine a little brighter outside.
See ya soon with good news. Have a nice day all despite the cold weather!

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