I wanna hide

It ever happened to you to feel so embarrassed that you wished to hide or to be invisible? Those kind of moments, the embarrassing ones, tend to be ordinary in my life. As today: this very morning I went to the ATM to take some money, but it was out of order. I was so upset because I'll have to wait till tonight to have a decent meal. So no money in my pocket and disappointed I went to my office. Only few minutes ago two ladies entered the office. They represented a humanitarian association and they were collecting money for a sick 11 years old boy. When they asked me if I want to donate some money I had to tell them that I had no money on me. The lady that asked me this question made such a grimace at my answer that made me feel really but really embarrassed. It's so annoying to be the only one to know the truth and the others to judge you for what you're not. What's next today?